Who am I? Well I’m me because I’m not anyone else I’m just me. People say God makes everyone for a reason, but sometimes I wonder what my reason was, or if I was just any other creation. You know like one of the cows being kept and in the end the same thing happens to all of them.
In school I’m not one of the kids that just hang low and don’t talk to anyone, but I’m not one of the popular kids like my older brothers were/is. I like to run, but I don’t like sports. I like to see my older siblings but when I do it’s like I don’t remember what to say. I have a lot of traits I just can’t find the words to explain them.
I’m the youngest in my family and there is four other kids so I get picked on (a lot). Three out of four of them moved out and now everything is different. I don’t like to be proven wrong because it makes me feel weak. For some reason I like when I get to know I’m stronger than people. Or even when I get to prove them wrong. I don’t like when I’m in school and we have groups, but 98% of the time I get stuck with popular kids. What makes me even more upset is when they don’t care what I have to say on the groups behalf.
A few of my traits are: I am NOT a people person- I can usually tell what a person is like from the first five minutes of meeting them. I am not that friendly to people I don’t like. That doesn’t mean that I don’t try but when they get on my last nerve I am done with them. – I don’t like to be included in drama- Drama just gets you in trouble. One second a person hates someone else then the next second they are best buds. I just don’t understand. – Hard Working- I guess I could be called hard working because if I’m focused on one thing then I need to get it done or else it will haunt me forever. I don’t complain too much but if I hate what I’m doing (extremely hate) I will complain.-I can be negative or positive- I can be negative if I don’t think a situation is possible or I could be positive if I’m trying to encourage someone.
I can see my self in the future being successful at being a restaurant owner. I don’t know why I want to do that, maybe because I have wanted to be an owner since I was about eight years old and was actually starting to take things serious. I don’t understand how my traits are going to help with that either because I’m not a people person. The bossy part might help me, maybe, not anything else though.
I can also see my self living in the middle of the woods like I do now. I don’t like people I don’t know so that’s why I wouldn’t want to live in town. Also drama spreads fast in towns because people tell people what someone else said if its true or not.
So who am I? Well I am awesome. I would say I’m one of a kind really. I still don’t know what my purpose in life is, but that doesn’t matter does it? I showed some of my traits and now I even know myself better than I did.